Ups and Downs

Turns out that my stint of friends has mostly been true. I thought their anger/hatefulness wouldn't last, but I declare that it will.

I think I'm about to break down into my own selfish-denial-depression again. This time it might actually get good results, but who knows. I've come to realize that I NEED to be selfish in my life because I give too much. I'm always trying to please everyone else, and inside I'm not happy with who I am or what I'm doing. I may just have to break some ties that I have with things and worry about my future, rather than helping everyone else out. Hmm...where did my priorities go wrong? Two rights dont make a wrong...the only thing close is three rights make a left!

Dunno what I'm gonna do!
M.U.T.