Challenge eh?

I honestly have questioned myself this week. I've felt challenged, left out, ignored, bored, and tired. I have come to doubt almost all of my friendships and relationships with almost ALL people. I think I have moved my lines of personal defense and friendships over a bit, and have changed my desires into goals. I think this has been one of my most depressing/good weeks I've had in a while. I have found that my personal struggles are not going to be helped by outside forces, and that I must deal with them by myself and with God. I have come to realize that I'm not going to get to the places in life that I would like to be going to if I continue my yellow brick road to which I am walking. I'd say I've changed a lot of my perspectives atleast 45 degrees.

FRIENDSHIPS
A lot of people anger me. The feeling of being left out is the one thing that I react to the most. From that point, I start to question everything that I do and if it's me that they can't stand. I SOMETIMES HATE being me. I guess I'm my own downfall in a lot of things. TALK ABOUT TRADGEDY! Oh darn... who cares? I'm sure a few of you reading this do, bah depression...:(

I know I'm just rambling on, but I've had so many highs and lows this week, its making my head hurt.
(please be a delay tomorrow. My procrastination hasnt been the problem, my busy-ness is my own downfall.)

-out!